I hate you and love you

Have you ever loved and hated something at the same time. My entire heart loves you and wants to protect you and keep loving you forever. I left my job and packed up my things to get away from you. The constant emails and horrible things you say to me took a mental toll on my soul. So I run away thinking just maybe you will stop eventually and get tired of harassing me at some point and it will stop. It was either I sit there and allow you to continue this abuse with me or I run away from it hoping it will end. The other option of getting the police involved breaks my heart because the last thing I want to see is you get arrested. I think back at what you have done to hurt me on purpose and remember how it was done with no remorse. you hurt me so easily. for example you said “if you ignore me than i will ruin your job…….. the power for you is more important than the fact that you are about to destroy the woman you claim to love. and cause her this much pain. You choose power over Love and I choose to walk away

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